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Till I Lose You

Guys this is going to be my first long story. It would be in chapterwise format. I have written the first chapter and would soon write the next chapters. Till I Lose You The To Be Eleventh Letter The sun was shining a bit brighter today. The grass was a bit greener. I was more excited and anxious today than I usually am and I think it was my excitement that has transcended to the nature. The love in my heart has finally found a way out into the nature, scaled itself multiple times and have came back to me, only and only me. Today I would receive her reply. No matter what it would be, I don’t know whether she would have said yes or no, but I really hope she would have said yes, I really really hope so. I think this is what happens with people when they are in love, their first love,my first love.The thoughts I had, have, they are all incoherent, none of this makes any sense, yet it is the most sensible thing in the whole worl...

WAS THERE REALLY A CHOICE

I have decided to write a poem for you guys,but why the hell did I decided to write a poetry in a blog that is concerned for social issues, I will tell you this in my next article so don't forget to follow the blog. Till then enjoy the poem, I am sure you will feel nostalgic after that,so guys enjoy. 
I long for the roads,I didn't take
Staring at the past,
Standing at crossroads
I choose what I had to
not what I love to
Looking back I realize
What I thought was a choice
 was never was
They were just possibilities
For whom my heart said
This is your thing bro
They were just possibilities,far fletched
A mere shadows of the future that's doomed to fail.
However hard I may try
However far I may went
They will remain the stars whom everyone wants to touch but cannot
You know,how hard it is
To wake up every morning knowing
The things you are going to do 
Are to do, coz you have to do 
Without any options
They were never your choices
But alas there were never any choices 
My body still longs for the satisfaction,I got after cricket as a child.
My mind still longs for the comfort I got in my mother's lap.
But these are things of the past and Here I am standing at the unpleasant present

I pray each day,every minute every second
That may the roads lead to one another and I reach where I want to reach
You may say I am weak
For I don't chase my dreams
For I don't want to work hard
Yes, I don't chase my dreams
Yes I am weak,But maybe coz
I have seen my heart ripping apart,every time I was there at crossroads
And I simply don't want to happen again ,coz the loads of responsibilities are bigger than my shoulders are.
For them I don't chase 
For them I chose to wait
Still there is an hope 
I would get what I want
But time is not right now 
For the time I must wait
As per the hard work is concerned
I work my ass off for the responsibilities I have

But once they would be over I will live again
I will live without any longings then
I am hanging on , 
feeling the pain,feeling the heat
Battling depression,fighting all odds.
Coz I am the MAN , having dreams
Who you are??
                              
                     - SOURABH YADAV

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